Dear Past Georgie,

2015 is the best year of your life, 2014 however wont be. Don’t be discouraged, you find Jesus and get saved by his grace, you meet your Husband!!!, and get a job you are so proud of!

Let me tell you something so important, you WILL hit rock bottom, but it saves your life, literally.  Your depression spirals out of control and your self harming lands you in a psych ward, however its what you learned whilst in there that gets you where you are today.

The friends you made in Church visit you everyday and you see some scary things. You read 2 Timothy and only 2 Timothy until the words seep into your eyes and you see the words as if they are written in the sky.

You are caged in and it makes you cry, constantly. When you’re out all you do is sleep and escape the world by NEVER leaving your room.

You get a wake up call when you are kicked out of your rental with no where to go. In between couch surfing and sleeping in your car you realise who your real friends are. You get a job you suck at (never waitress again, you SUCK at it, you can not do it, but thats okay) and FINALLY listen to God and go to a church you aren’t fond of. But that is where you meet a guy. Not any guy, the guy you are going to marry.

God leads you and you let him. After a month you start dating this guy and he helps you see the love God has for you and shows you how a man is truely meant to treat a women.

Within 6 months you are engaged. ENGAGED Georgie, ENGAGED. To a MAN who loves you the most second to God.

When you realise that you can be happy and things get better as time goes by, you realise that YOU ARE WORTH IT.

p.s The job you get is for Telstra and you get PROMOTED within  months. You rock at it.

All my Love and Prayers,

Georgie Mallins (soon to be Pilgrim)